chapter 2the unwanted

Monday

Class mate :Haha janes is populur just because of the boys ha aha she is such a w***e

Jane: w-what? no 

Beep beep beep beep beep beep I turn off my alarm and go take a shower you are not good enough for your mother what are you trying to prove by doing all these things?  You are just showing off  I bet you get a's because you sleep with the teachers. Jannne? my brother asks 

Spacing out on some guy I see uh huh I say not really listening i make him and me a sandwich and head out the door. who no one really likes you they just say they do to get the things. Just then my pulled back to life on earth someone had bumped into me. and we are on the ground the contents of my bag is all over the ground and I am covered in his sandwich .

I pick up my stuff then look up and I smile at him then I brush off the dirt off his back and I hand him my sandwich I mean its only fair? I am wearing his why arent you yelling at me he asks I bet its because you think I'm hot huh? He adds oh good lord he's one of those people 

I take a step back yes you are very handsome I say then I walk away 

Later that day

 I'm at my locker just reading my book eating a cookie when I hear maddie calling my name I smile at her then I see the person she's with. hello I'm jane andams I hold out my hand jake handson he says with a smirk. I have class now mr handson nice meating you. I say  

At lunch 

I'm sitting at the table just reading my book when maddie sits next to me then jake sits next to her. not eating today I hear gabe ask in a I look up and look at jake nope .

Then I get back to reading I see jake pull out the sandwich and take a bite and say this sandwich is the best I couldn't help but smile. Hey jane isn't that your sandwich? Maddie asks I just nod. Why did you gave the new guy your sandwich asks gabe because I was wearing his I say. Then I get back to reading I didn't know you where so talented jane. Jake says  know you where so talented jane  maybe when I bumped into you some of that rubbed off on me jake said  I say oh? As im says putting my book in my bag and pulling out a bag up home made cookies i made one for everyone then I  looks at jake i hand him a cookie with austrailan flag on it I smile.  I didn't know what you where like so I just put the austrailan flag on it  i say y-you made this jake asks yes is it not good? I asked your mother what to stay away from she said no peanuts i say you talked to my mom jake asked? Yes your mother works with my dad I met her when I was droping of some papers my dad forgot I  said (i lied about how i met his mom)  I don't even know your first name and you have already met my parents jake says mm? I asks your note book says e.jane andams jake replied oh i say as i  picks up my bag I got class see ya i say I walk in to math class a few moments latter jake walks in and sits next to me on I am at  second row right side I am  already set up before most of us got to class nerd jake said  to me i look around to see who just called me that then jake gets really close to my face.  the last bell rang so I went to my locker grabed my stuff and started to walk home run til I hear foot steps behind me I walk away from my mom just to be sure when they keep on me I carefully reach to get my perfume out of my bag so if they try I will spray them in the eyes and run. I have my head phones on so I can't hear anything. Just then I feel a hand on my shoulder I turn around and spray em. Oh nuts I think its jake. Sorry I'm so sorry why did you do that he asks I that you where gonna try something I didn't know it was you I said. Oh come on I wrape my arms around his waist and I put his arm around my shoulders I knock on his door and mrs handson opens it. Bringing a girl home already jakey she says I see him blush so I tell her what happened I tell her what happened and she takes a lot at him when she is done I ask if he is okay once I know he is I want to leave then I see my bag is gone as so is the little one jake runs to go get him but they where trying to set me up with jake. so I ran upstairs hit them on the head and grabed my stuff if you wanted to know somthing you could have just asked I said I run down stairs  You know its getting dark my mrs handson says and you can call your mom and dad to stay my face changed I felt like i was about to cry. Jake hugs me  and i wispers I don't need your pity and this is starting to get wierd I already gotten lots of looks when my arm was around you i say with a  smile I go to the place I feel calm at the roof of my home then I see maddie she's all mad JANE YOU KNEW I LIKED JAKE AND YOU STABED ME IN THE BACK EVERYTHING THEY SAY ABOUT YOU IS TRUE I HATE YOU!!! She screams right then I feel some things break maybe they are right maybe I am worthless I think tears sreaming down my face are these people even my friends? Why should I keep living? I stand at the end off the roof thinking I can just end all the pain here and now I mean even my own mother thought I was worthless I see everyone swarm saying the schools s**t is gonna jump I just want it to end I feel my world that was on my shoulders is now crushing me telling me to give up that I will never be good enough to be loved. I jump head first I crack my head open my dad runs out up in time to watch me fall i see maddie in the crowd she's clapping my dad see this too. he runs over to me up i lost it all most of my friends and myself all because that stupid knew guy i fell asleep hating him. 

Miss jane craked her scull open there was some bleeding and she might not wake up and if she does she might not be... as smart as she once was or even herself or she might not remember anything I hear my dad crying and I feel a hand its gonna be okay jane you'll see you gonna wake up you got to wake up you are only 14 you have a whole life to see. 

Then I hear maddie she comes in and brings flowers I wake up hi bestie she says GET OUT DROP THE ACT the doctor holds me down I think its best if you leave her alone my dad says 

Then everyone that hated me that said all those mean things kiss up to me act like the give a flip about how i'm doing I throw a vase they gave me at them GET OUT I scream they run away saying crazy bi-- jane talk to me my dad said I haven't said anthing besides 'get out' why couldn't you just let me go? I ask looking at my dad a tear arose he didn't say anything 

But then jake and his family came and my heart rate went up not because I liked jake but because he is the caused this I throw a vase at him GET OUT JAKE HANDSON I HATE YOU I WISH I NEVER MET YOU !! I sream jake clamily comes to me and place flowers on the bedside table and walks away his mom sits at the end of my bed jane sweetie what did jake do she asks can't you all just leave me alone? I ask even my dad looks shocked at that 

Alex comes over and says you feel alone worthless because not even your own mother wanted you. You are very good at looking like everything everyone says about you doesn't hurt but their is only so much a person can take before they lose it. you are mad at jake because you helped him dance then you bestfriend yelled at you to show you that even she wasnt on your side you started thinking everyone was right he says I throw a pillow at him. See the fact you didn't throw the flowers jake got you means you care he said JUST LEAVE ME ALONE YOU KNOW NOTHING I DONT NEED ANYONE I yell jakes mom looks at me with a tear in her eye and just leaves I don't talk to anyone after that. The doctor said see seemed so happy when I met her I such a waste that god would waste so much talent on her. The young

doctor said  no can you imagin how much pain that must be people put down the people that are better then them because she she smart and gifted she is a target of bullies you can see the sadness in her eyes the older doctor says and the fact that she is pretty and smart people suck up to her. They will act like they are there for her but in all truth they where and never will be. The older doctor said how do you know she told me. poor girl the younger doctor said amd on top of all the she keeps having nightmares every time she sleeps and she won't eat she won't talk she won't let anyone but her famliy and staff to come in her room the older doctor said its likes she is shutting down the young doctor said indee