how can it be

self explanatory

how is it

to be

happy and

barely there

all at once

together, not a whole

but 2 pieces

merging & constantly

separating

lauging, smiling

hiding the pain

remorse, resentment

waiting for what

anything, everything

nothing

wanting what ?

anything , everything

nothing

screaming loud

only to be heard

and discarded

the thread runs

thin

dangling before you

like a star you can't

quite reach

never ending happiness

spoken loud and clear

                              BLATCH