beautiful

wanting to feel beautiful

When i was thirteen i didn't believe that i was beautiful. So when people told me that i was beautiful i wanted to look them in the eyes and ask them what it meant. What is beautiful? What do you mean by that? But instead i would smile and say “thank you”  Because i didn't want to come across as rude and not accepting their complement but how do you accept a compliment you don’t understand? That you don’t believe? My entire life i never felt beautiful. I was told I wasn't to the point that i believe that I wasn’t, because of the way that I look. Not because of who i am, but because of my appearance. I was not beautiful.

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At frist of all you are beautiful. Cause you make very beautiful writing. You dont have to belive. You simply are. I hope your pain will go away and you can find something more beautiful.

[theforgetten]

thank you.