National InterestsA Poem by G. CedilloDown King Street’s rope lit restaurants and Christmas decorations we maze underneath lobby canopies, by antique valet stands faces half-turned from blinking bulbs as if cameras grew in bushes. What is this obsession? Everybody slapped in the face with morals. It makes me tint my windows, fret iron bars across the glass. Nowadays newspapers need to stay more relevant, more dangerous. Why go outside? Use restrooms whose stall doors touch the floor. Everyone writes a column. Can trip into a gossip rag’s payroll. It won’t be an amateur’s drunk-luck, but creeps propped atop a wall. My hand on your thigh underneath your skirt, and the gist of it beneath the table, is just some of the best dirt that’s fit to print. Because, here, we are living the lives of near-assassinated people, So, when I tell you not to be affectionate. I can’t yet. They know me. They’re friends of my wife’s somehow. It’s in our best interests. It won’t be long before whatever feelings we share makes to a screen or into a lens. Whoever we happen to meet isn’t aiming for corridors of news outlet. And you're not talking either, an age of online autobiography, of self-portraiture, how you keep our exhibit closed. It will happen. Walking out the bar, handing the man the half-ticket, standing at the curb beside the colorful wine-list blackboards, because it seems the most natural thing, I thoughtlessly reach for you. © 2014 G. Cedillo |
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Added on May 26, 2011 Last Updated on December 15, 2014 AuthorG. CedilloHouston, TXAbouti am a student in Houston Texas, wholly concerned and invested in connections, soulful whispering of the truthful heart - honest reflections, deep vibrant living, friendships - relationships, musing w.. more..Writing
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