n the back of my mind
theres a small cage
within there lies,dormant my rage
i fill the hate breath against my cold skin
i knew it was wrong i know that i sined
the gun starts to fall and the blood it flows down
forming a puddle upon the wet ground
its not what you did that made me so mad
it was just life
my life that was bad
the world starts to fade and my mom rushes in
holding me tight to her this is the end
im repenting as i see the great light
so lovely so warm it makes me face my fright
the heavens they open and i find myself there
looking down on you and how many cared
they crammed in the crush as i lie there
crying and bawling right at my side
i didnt mean it all of this pain
i wish i could just come back again
im sorry im sorry
i just wish you to know
i made a mistake and wasted my all