My time

I just don't know,
my time on this planet has been very short.

Some day things may get better,
only today counts.

Always my mind wanders to thoughts of her,
longing for what may never be,
only time can tell,
now i can only wait,
every day seems to last forever.

While I wait
I just make it harder for myself,
tonight is no exception,
how long can I last?
of course this is my fault,
understanding can be very difficult,
to me it is just another part of life.

Hopefully the right message is sent,
either to you, or no one,
right now I wish I could get it to you directly.

Author's Note

I know that most parts dont make sense but I did try to make it go together.