is it just for vanity,for one to claim their sanity,
the more they announce,the Shrinks want to pounce,
and turn it all into a calamity,trying to prove your insanity,
or maybe it's just lazy me,today it could be crazy me,
but do I see a similarity...?
is it just for vanity,for one to claim their sanity,
the more they announce,the Shrinks want to pounce,
and turn it all into a calamity,trying to prove your insanity,
or maybe it's just lazy me,today it could be crazy me,
but do I see a similarity...?
Actually, this one kind of made me laugh to my self a little at the end. Mainly because that's kind of a huge joke between my mom and I. I say "You're crazy!" and she says "What's new?" or the other way around XD Because, well, we are... more or less. o.O lol
And, to a certain extent, I think we all are. I think a lot of people are just REALLY great at hiding it. Others, not so much.
I totally know where this is coming from. When it seems like in looking back, the disasters never stopped happening and that in looking forward, they won't ever stop. Like, you keep thinking "Ok, this year will be a good year." or "This month will be a good month." Because well, you haven't had a good one in so long, you figure, if there is a big man up in the clouds, he's feeling pretty generous right about now. But then- BAM! He's not, because it's a terrible year and a terrible month, all over again.
Ugh, that's why life is exhausting. And why sometimes I want to live like a hermit in a cute little cottage with just enough to get by, but enough writing materials to last me till death. XD
I really enjoyed reading this!
Very true feeling. You display the feeling of being trapped and it reminds me of when I go through withdraw from one of my addictions. It just feels like I'm going insane. I am finding I relate to your poetry. Thank you for sharing.
Once I ran and hid my face
Scared to face my disgrace
Always running no way out
Now I stand and shout
THESE ARE MY RHYMES!
When I write it's like I have tapped into some kind of creative ener.. more..