Hoping He Hasn't Given Up

I've never felt this way before.

I feel empty,

But whole at the same time.

I love him with all my heart but...

I can't even explain how I feel now.

It's like he doesn't care anymore.

He tells me he wants to die,

But he won't talk to me or anyone so

That I can help him.

He goes on living,

Wishing he was dead

And I just lay here,

Hugging my pillow,

Crying myself to sleep,

Wishing he was here with me,

And hoping that he hasn't

Given up yet.

Author's Note

This poem is actually very real, I was really in a situation where i felt this way, it was a terrable time.

Reviews

[deeps]

Sorry you are going through this,
This is emotional.