the shrink

The  shrink

“Ivy, look into the camera and say your first and last name.”  Dr. Olig said as he took a seat behind his desk. He recorded his sessions so that he can take notes later and watch the body language of his clients. Me I believe he wants to keep them for black mail or that he is a perv and gets off on his clients issues.

“My name is Ivy Hunter” smiling bright.

“Ivy can you tell us what happened that night?” he wanted to know like it was his right, sitting there with his hand folded on his desk and leaning forward like he is getting to the good part of a conversation that interest. We all know shrinks don’t care they just want the money.

 

“yes but I will have to start from the beginning. I hope you have all day” I said smiling and tugging on a loose curl.

“we have all day Ivy” the good doc leaned back in his chair ready for a long day

“this is a story of lust, violence, love and revenge” I lowered my voice. Thinking of Lucas made me nervous, excited, sad and weary all at the same time. “he loved me, so much he would kill for me” a thrill went through my core thinking of lucas this way. He wasn’t that way when I met him. Neither was I. “ I got him to kill for me without even asking. Would I do it all over again if I knew the outcome? The answer is yes I would over and over again.”

“Ivy he tried to kill you?” the dr looked worried

“I know I was there remember”! I snapped when you love someone that much it is amazing even if it will end in death”

“ok Ivy we are getting off track” looking uncomfortable he took a drink of water. Mine sat untouched next to me.

“sorry from the beginning . it started last year when I was raped by five guys from my old school” I scowled at the awful memory.

“ we don’t have that listed in your file”

“you wouldn’t this is the first time I told anyone since Lucas”

“Ivy we can’t prove this actually happened”

“ yes we can. Those b******s tape the whole god dammed thing and I have the proof.” Is sighed and answered his next question without prompting.” I didn’t tell because no one would believe me. I was the rich trouble maker that partied a lot. But I didn’t deserve that. I was missing for hours and my parents did nothing when they saw the shape I was in when I came home. They told me to save the stories and was up and go to bed.”

“I see hear that you ran away on multiple occasions”

“yes to a friend’s house when my parents were being jerks. We are getting off topic here doc. How about I start at the first time I met him.