Free

I’ve always been a free bird,
challenging those in authority who thought their way of life was the only way. I never understood as I followed my heart.
And I didn’t care, I challenged everyone
Because of my own curiosity and I am proud of it
I’ve experienced so much in life
I grew ….
I met so many individuals and I had the opportunity to reach levels I didn’t realize I was capable of.
I didn’t want to be that friend who only had one group and think no one else can be our friend.
I wanted many friends All different types of friends. I wanted to understand everyone’s pain and struggles and I always felt a yearning to help each individual.
It was almost like I was addicted to analyzing and wishing for everyone including myself happiness.
The best thing about meeting different types of people is you learn so much from them.
I didn’t listen to my parents and family.
I had a longing I knew within me, who I was meant to be and what I was meant to do.
My family is very traditional but I knew some day I would break free and I did.
I didn’t like being told what to do or how I should live my life.
Those who were closest to me I opened up my shell completely and have allowed them to understand me and why I am the way I am,
People who don’t understand me, began to judge me because it didn’t fit what and how they felt the right way to live in society is, in their eyes. I left them in the cold without any explanation. Because to me, who are you to dare judge someone’s life when your not in their shoes? Ive always been good at letting people go whom I felt wasn’t right in my heart. Relationships- friendships-family. I’ve always had a great intuition I’ve seek for what I am meant to be, like a calling I couldn’t contain the yearning. There were many challenges I have conquered and I am so proud of myself. I’ve reach levels that I know now I can accomplish anything that I set my mind to. If God put you on earth he gave you a reason and a mission. -Tena with love