Looking for the one

The one who took everything.

I'm looking for the one who killed me,
And took away my dreams.
I'm looking for the one who raped me,
And tore me apart by the seams.
I'm looking for the one who bound me,
And told me I could never go.
I'm looking for the one who kept me,
And told me they loved me so.
I'm looking for the one who stabbed me,
Telling me it was all a mistake.
I'm looking for the one who choked me,
Saying it was all they could take.
I'm looking for the one who drown me,
Taking away every last breath.
I'm looking for the one who took me,
And tried to lay me to rest.
I'm looking for the one who stopped me,
The one I told you stole my dreams.
Then, today I looked in the mirror,
And realized it wasn't him,
It was me...