Me: Reset

The loop

F**k me. Feel me. Break me.
Just let me feel something.
Submit to me. Give in to me. Let me.
Then maybe I won't be so alone.
Swallow me. Inhale me. Shoot me up.
Intoxicate the pain to feed it.
Torture me. Use me. Self-abuse me.
I keep doing it to myself.
Resent me. Hate me. Label me.
You wouldn't understand, trust me.
Help me. Soothe me. Deconstruct me.
Let me lie to myself for a bit.
Create me. Mold me. Shape me.
Hard to sculpt with only ashes, isn't it?
Push me. Drive me. Inspire me.
Now it will hurt more on the way down.
Seduce me. Crash me. Give up on me.
Are we done yet?
Then let's start over.

Author's Note

Addiction is a looping game, and I tried to capture that.

Reviews

[tekphobik]

The purpose of that first "F**k me" was exactly that. The multiple interpretations are intended. I don't like to be too explicit in my definition of what I mean by it, I prefer the subjective viewpoint of the reader.

[Letemdangle]

I don't like the "F**k me" starting because it can be taken so many different ways. I like a little context before such a strong word. I think you definitely got your point across.