Chapter 4, An Entry From The Diary

Chapter 4, An Entry From The Diary

A Chapter by ((Teenage_Poet_Loser))
"

Even boys keep journals

"

23 November 2004


I am repulsed by my own behaviour, the things I do, say, and the people who I make friends with. Actually I don't really have any friends; I just walk next to most of the children. I never talk to them. Last night I masturbated again, in my room with the girl big on my screen. I am not proud of it, I feel so dirty and guilty, even a day after I did it. I hate masturbating, but I cannot stop, I don't know why.

Just before I shut down the computer, I went on the internet just once more, to kind of get something to do for the guilt feelings that eat me up. I don't know how, but I ended up on a site named: "Killing for a living". I read some of the articles, some of the stories, of the people involved in the operation. It scared me, but later on it progressed into something that I wanted to do. I scared myself so much that I put the computer off immediately, and went to bed.

"God, I am sorry, I am so sorry for being this person. Please help me."



© 2011 ((Teenage_Poet_Loser))


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hmm.. interesting? made an interesting character here.. still reading, looking forward to where this will go

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