Chapter 1, The Beginning

Chapter 1, The Beginning

A Chapter by ((Teenage_Poet_Loser))
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The start of it all.

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16 Months Earlier


            “Jason, come here. We need to talk about something.”

Her voice had that ‘I am so much better than you’ tone to it, and I knew something was wrong. A salty taste came to my mouth as I heard my feet being pulled by my body over the floor to where my mom stood. That is if I can call her mom.

            “What is it?” the words escaped my mouth with haste, my eyes moved from the one corner of the room to the other.

“Grandmother died,” shock filled my body when I heard what she said; the rest of her sentence was blocked out, muffled sounds I couldn’t understand. I didn’t want to listen what she said, I didn’t want to go on. I fell down to my knees, and then sat on the ground. Tears filled my eyes while she still talked on and on. I began to sob, quietly inside the cover of my arms where I sat. This was a nightmare, not reality I kept on telling myself, not waking from the dream though.

“Get up, I’ll make some coffee,” there was a sadness in her voice, but the cool and calm tone she had made me wonder if she really cared.

I stood up while she walked into the kitchen, but I decided to run to my room. The walk to my bedroom had never felt so long, every footstep I took echoed through the passage, the bitter taste didn’t leave my mouth, and my eyes had a thin layer of water over it, blurring my vision. I didn’t want to go on; she was the only mom I had, the only person who cared, who saw the future with me as a bright new place full of potential. But I now only see black, a darkened world where I don’t want to live in. I feel alone.

The door burst open as I force the handle down; I almost hurt myself out of the now anger. I slammed the door shut behind me; the weight of my body took over and falling on the soft bed. This was my safe-haven from the world, my room. Posters of bands, pictures of almost nude girls and music albums littered the walls and the floor. I felt safe in the mess I created; no one could take this away from me.

 

The knock on the door was soft, and gentle.

            “You want your coffee,” my mom asked in a soft, yet calm voice.

“Get away!”

“Please can I come in?”

 “No!” I yelled for the second time on her. She ignored me, the door opened slowly and her face entered the room. In both her hands were the two coffees she made; steam raised from it, and the aroma entered my room. It calmed me down from the crying, and it took away the bitter taste in my mouth. I managed a fake smile, not knowing why I did it; I still carried forward with it. She looked away from me while I tried to look at her; she put the coffee down on the table next to me, she walked to the window. I stretched my hand out to take it, but it was too hot.

            “You know I loved her…”

“You didn’t,” I interrupted her while she stood straight and looked out of the window.

“Don’t do it. I am trying to talk to you. As I was saying, I loved her, but she wasn’t the best mother in the world. She was really hard on me and my sisters.”

“You aren’t the best mother either,” I whispered quietly.

Her face turned red, and a tear welled up in her right eye. She turned silently toward me, looked me in the eyes and then walked out of my room. She closed the door with a bang and stormed off. I started to cry again. I took the coffee and threw it hard against my door, the brown coffee dripped from the white door to the carpet. Blue shards of glass bounced of the door and laid on my floor.

 



© 2011 ((Teenage_Poet_Loser))


Author's Note

((Teenage_Poet_Loser))
This is something new to me, remember i am afrikaans and english second language! And I am only 17 years old =]... but help me please!

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This was a good chapter. I think you did a good job on this. I can't wait to read on. I already feel bad for the character. Thanks for sharing.

Posted 12 Years Ago


A fellow South African! :) Your English is great, considering it's second language. I wish my Afrikaans was this good. Haha! I'll keep reading, great job, Jaco!

Posted 12 Years Ago


You did it again. Hmm... if my nana died my mother would be in a drunken state that no one could pull her out of.
This chapter was really good and now I will read more. :>

Posted 13 Years Ago


Considering this is new to you, it's actually real good.
Nice job so far.

Posted 13 Years Ago


That ticks off an emotional journey and it talks about the coldness the mother and child share which I think gives away to the child's love for his grandma.. Looking forward to more of it..

Posted 13 Years Ago


goed gedoen (my afrikaans sucks. lol! but, I'm learning)

your characters are believable, and the emotional tone is sound. There are some typos, but, overall, it was very easy to connect with your main character. The angry feelings, escpecially between mother and son are something most of us have endured. It's always a tough part of life: growing up; being raised. And, if I remember it correctly, the feeling that my mom didn't understand me, and that she was disaproving of me was aways hard to deal with. good stuff. write on!

Cheers!

Posted 13 Years Ago


You did a very good job with writing this. I loved it very much.

~Lizzy~

Posted 13 Years Ago


I love it and you did great..x

Posted 13 Years Ago


I like this vary much

Posted 13 Years Ago


I love it, it's wonderful and written at a level much higher than you would expect from someone who is learning English and is your age. Please, keep writing!

Posted 13 Years Ago



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