We Could Be Playing Each Other and Not Even Know It

That’s the sad part…I know everything I said, came from my heart.
But let’s be honest here, I’ve been doubting you from the start.
Everyone told me you’re not worth it, let you go.
I just kept saying that they don’t know you like I do, so letting you go was a big no.
Now I’m sitting here saying that they were right and I was wrong.
And it makes me feel stupid that it took me this long.
This long to realize what game you were playing.
This long to realize you didn’t mean anything you were saying.
I know this is affecting me so much ‘cause you were the first one.
The first one where when I said “Nahh I’m over it.” I wasn’t officially done.
The worst part is though, we said we would trust each other.
We kept saying It’s you and I, without another.
So here I am thinking there’s no other girl, and you’re thinking there’s no other guy.
And now I’m questioning it all, like why?
You hurt me, and continue to do so.
But I guess that’s my fault 'cause I can’t say no.
And It’s funny 'cause you don’t think I know.
You don’t think I know, that you’re conniving, and too low.
So for now I’ll play along with your game.
But just know, our “relationship” will never be the same.