'If you hear a voice within you say "you cannot paint,"...A Poem by Trevor Bergshoeffthen by all means paint, and that voice will be silenced.' - Van GoughI haven’t written in
what seems like forever…… Inspiration? Nonexistent. What’s in my head? Is keeping me awake at night. The desire? Overwhelming! The ability…. Well, that’s subjective. And there’s this strange tension Between what I want And what I can’t have. This tension between Expression… And speechlessness… Between work… And the need to rest.... Peace… All tied up with exhaustion… Hyperventilation…
And Asphyxiation… All happening at same
time… All
together All at once And I can’t escape
it! I feel small… W H I L E T A K
I N G U P T H E S P A C E O F A N E N T I R E R O O M. It’s like I’m in the
middle And two opposing forces are pulling me In both directions Keeping me taut Like a surgeon doing a
face lift, Pulling a sagging face over their patient’s scalp Leaving them tight and
grotesque And inhuman…. That’s me. Uncomfortable. Tight. Tense. And the need for
release is nigh unbearable… © 2014 Trevor BergshoeffAuthor's Note
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Added on March 18, 2014 Last Updated on May 4, 2014 Tags: writers block, anxiety, overwhelm, release, tension, tight, taut, claustrophobia AuthorTrevor BergshoeffMelbourne , Victoria, AustraliaAboutHi. Name's Trevor. You can call me Trev. Most people do. I'm here as a means to see what people other than friends and family think of my writing. Because, well, for better or worse, I keep writing. I.. more..Writing
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