Problems

I've just realized one new problem.

is that how much I miss you guys presence.

So I'm just gonna keep on pressing the keyboard

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thanks! alcohol.

It's annoying to know how your subconscious

is still roaming in another nation

and attached to some foreign friends

that is far far away.

but I don't have a pair of wings for me to fly

god damn it.

See how much my poetry has degenerated

after a month stay in Malaysia.

Nothing seems right recently.

but again

Thanks! ALCOHOL.

I've a feeling that I'm writing like a ten years old

I believe when some people can't take pressures well

they sort of become childish in their behavior

but their mind turns old

really old.

Almost like a dying tree that

you don't feel safe for lying over.

no wonder

there's a lot of woman that doesn't grows

I'm kidding

this applies to man as well.

So what's my problem?

Bloody Hell.

I don't know.

Or I need to stop ascribing problems to myself.

Thanks Alcohol.

I'm not cool anymore.

but again

thanks for giving me a chance to stop pretending that.

I'm typing like a nobody

in a cyber cafe.

What's a cyber cafe?

A place where there's a lot of 

fancy computer.

and people come in to play games

to suck their life away.

Thanks alcohol!

I really appreciate you for revealing the cynical side of me.

Same old different months

Same faces different issues

How I wish there's a button that I could reset all.

How I wish that I'm not here sulking 

but wait.

I don't want to let this ends here.

I really wish that I'm stronger

I think there's nothing more to complain about.

besides the grammar mistakes above.