For a close friend

I remember that day

when I walked you 

to the train station.

I was lost

and have no idea

what I should do 

when you're gone.

I was quiet and stoned.

and I feel awful when strangers 

are around us.

We entered the train station 

and you have to leave.

We hugged and 

we whispered take care.

Things that I wanted to say

has dissapeared,

because I know that you

can be good without me already. 

I hurried my legs to get away 

from everybody around me,

and tears rolled out like a broken chain.

I told myself to never turn back,

and I wish I could've run or yell

but I never did.

The substances in my brain

and the sadness in my heart

mixed up together

like some f*****g dry up rotten mud

that took me a while to 

wash it away.

Now that we may not see each other 

for quite some years.

but those memories we'd between us

is worth writing 

for the brotherly love that we'd.

Reviews

[lua]

this is beautiful, it holds the hollow, numb emotions left behind when someone one so admires leaves, taking the exuberance with them and the belief that the person leaving will have a better time than the person left behind

[cocktail of blues]

right on the spot.