World full of pain

Personal poem that I wrote about what I have been through. Poetry is a way I express things that I can not say.

The raindrops fall along the hard cold ground
she stands there as her world comes crumbling down.
The winter’s cold runs through out her veins
you wouldn’t know spring was on its way.
Tears fill up her tired eyes as she tries so hard not to cry
Why did she even bother to try?

You claimed you had loved her
Built her up with your kind gentle words.
Then knocked her down just to destroy her
as you sat there grinning from ear to ear.
You walked away so very happily every time
while she laid there struggling to survive.

Now years later she always wonders why
Herself she could never ever find.
When all these years you controlled her
Every decision filled with your endless lies.
Any form of happiness was vanished without a trace
You loved the misery and pain that appeared on her face.

Looking in the mirror she faces the cold hard truth
she hates the person she has come to be.
Anxiety that controls everything she wants to do
depression preventing her to look at life like she needs to.
A heart that has been filled so much hate
blinds her from seeing that love cant change her fate.

© Tasha Badger

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Author's Note

Thanks for review. I like my writing the way it is. Not interested in critiques just thoughts. Thank you.

Reviews

[The Rock And Roll Cowbo..]

It is hard when you have never been in an abusive relationship why people continue to stay in them. Very powerful writing.

[Tasha Badger]

Poem wasn't about a abusive relationship but it was about abuse as a child/teen.

[Erana]

Such an intense poem.
*A heart that has been filled so much hate
blinds her from seeing that love cant change her fate*
I think that love is so strong and can change your fate.
Nice work
~E

[Tasha Badger]

Thank you. Wrote this in a time when my life was full of darkness. I now see that love can move mountains :)