dreams?

im not sure dreams exist

im not sure i beileve

im not sure that what i have

is what ill always have

i was always a dreamer

but dreams no longer seem real

maybe im scared

of what my dreams could be

maybe im so happy

that i no longer need  them

im always trying to fix

what doesnt need to be

i had dreams of something big

i lost it all when i realized

dreams do not exist

im tierd

im sad

im done pretending

that dreams will come true

when really they just give us false hope.

Author's Note

nothing to say