the background of taylorrose

all me

hi im taylorrose. many who meet me on the streets stay away like im a dieseas like im nothing just a figure like i have no face and no feelings.yep thats me the girl everyone stays far away from. my life isnt easy theres no rainbows and the flowers dont bloom. To understand what i write youd have to understand where those stories come from and no they arent made up those are real life stories of my life each one with its own picture. i grew up with a mom and a dad and sister and pets but what people dont understand is what happened behind those closed doors and family held together by lies. the worst part is the smile wed put on are face to make the world think something but truth is im done faking that smile i want people to see i want them to understand that a teacher turned her head when i told her i needed help a teacher who should have listened didnt. cops who came to are home turned around and let it go. i dont want someone to live my life i dont want them to think its ok. i was young the things i seen the things i felt i kept to myself the only way to let them go was to write poems with the gift god gave me even those i prayed for god to help i realized it was journey to face on my own. im 17 now and theres no greater joy that you feel when you finished that war but then theres the guilt the lonely feelings still there. i know each day i walk out my door that i facing the toughest choice ever. i write what others dont see what people have always kept us from. there is a saying there is always people out there who have less then you so smile but i have to say no matter what i will always feel i have less but i understand that noone has less we all have the same and i write to give someone out there the meanings they need that little piece of understanding. But i strongly ask that do not judge my writing untill you have read it 3 times enough to see where and to feel the power i write then only you can understand that feeling of you actually being there living those moments. then can you judge what i write. im 17 i have a whole future but truth is i only have today thats right only today to write the only thing that keeps me moving is to know that im writing not for me but for someone else. then can you ever see the facts its a not a choice its what i must do as being 17. i have a dream of being a poet but i failed at alot of things i gave up on alot of things but i know that i can be a good poet because if i hads a picture i could write a poem that that picture tells me and thats when i know i have passed the test of life. thank you for comments of poetry and theres many mistakes but the point is by reading them you learn about me.

Author's Note

this is just a little story about how i write