a hero with four legs

i want people to hear my story the truth and not what they heard from others i must tell it right for abby is my true hero.

two years ago i was lost in sadness no way to breath i was at rock bottom. you see in my world life isnt easy and nothing gets better for you. my mom and cousin thought it would do me some good to go on vaction but i didnt want to. suicide was my choice i tried many times but couldnt my mom always interuped me. so i had to go on this trip. i didnt know that someone so little would save me from my own sadness. she was so small and my mom said i could have her and from that day on she made me smile and nothing was the same suicide left my head and ill tell you she saved my life many times. i finally could sleep for real without the feeling something bad would happen. i was just getting over the problems with my father and she alerted me when something was wrong and now 2 years and i have to choose death for her. because she protected me and bit someone the thing is i know im doing right that god will take care of her but what about me who will protect and take care of me. she may be a dog but she has a heart that god gave her to save me. i know i must be there for her when she goes and hold her and make sure that she reaches god. i hope there is a heaven and that i get to see her agian one the time comes. this dedicated to her for she is life and i owe so much to her.

Author's Note

dont judge please ive cried enough and theres nothing i can do but put her down and i know its my fault i let her down when she needed me most.

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

Nothing wrong with loving your pets. The animals are true friends. Want little and give a lot. Thank you for sharing the story. Some decisions are very hard.
Coyote