Puzzle Piece

for one of my best friends :) I'm glad you two are working out

I've hurt, I've tried
ive failed, I've cried
now your asking me to choose,
between two things I love.
with the thought of losing you,
my best friend is almost too much to bear.
I want you both by my side.
I want you both to stay
but I know that soon you will both fade away.
I'll miss you my friend, my crush for two years,
but now your hers' and there's nothing left I can say.
to you I'm no longer a piece in your puzzle.
that gap that was once where I fell is now taken by her.
you love her
your happy
I'll miss u my friend,
and I want you to know that now that vacant space you once laid in will remain empty until I feel you in my arms.

Author's Note

plz ignore all my spelling and grammar...I know my flow is bad and that's because I write stories and this is my first real poem...but I would be grateful for any constructive criticizim. thank you