Not Okay...

Well I'm good at pretending,

That I'm okay with everything,

And that none of this hurts me,

But somehow for a best friend she doesn't see...

The hurt in my eyes,

my pain inside.................

I'm being a good friend so I do not lose her,

But I still haven't found a cure,

To be able to speak what is heavy in my heart,

I'm still searching for the words to start..................

For my best friend I'm surprised she cannot tell,

That lately I may look fine But I am not well,

So I keep Smiling,

I keep pretending,

That I am okay,

So she, my best friend, can have a lovely day.................

I smile to hide my pain,

She does not notice the change,

So I begin to laugh so hard,  I might die,

Just so I can hide

The tears I cry...........................................................

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I'm sorry...

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I'm sorry Taya.......