She's Right Though

Tears streaming down my face

now I am terrified of the ends of today

you are an attention w***e

you are just a regular w***e in general

Kniefs and razor blades flying right at me

Now I see why people were unhappy.

your hair looks terrible

you are annoying

Words ringing through my head

She is right though... I should be dead.

you cannot sing

you cannot dance

I made show choir and now it seems like a joke

Maybe I was only picked to be someone to laugh at, an idiot hoe.

you are a liar

More thoughts spinning with no end

I wasn't even talking about her or Gloria her friend.

You smoke

You cut yourself

I am not perfect I know

Now i feel like the lowest of the low.

you play the trumpet, my instrument. (Yes MINE, Not YOURS.)

I can't do this anymore I really can't

Not knowing all of this and having to put up with it during band.

you cannot draw

I know I can't but i do it for fun

It was something I could do when I couldn't go outside to ride my bike or run.

you have an ugly laugh

you have an ugly face

I already hated my laugh enough before this

I already knew I have a face uglier than s**t.

Why is this getting to me so bad

Why is it making me want the end so bad.

you have a general ugly everything, to tell the truth

I have never felt so alone

Never felt so abandoned.

Even the nicest people I know hate you. I know it isn't a reason to not like you

It just shows how un-liked you really are

I know i'm a terrible person you can have what you want

maybe one day someone will realize when they have said to much.

I feel so broken

So damn hurt

Why can't I just do it already.

She's right though everyone wants me gone

It shatters me to know what everyone has been thinking all along.

If I do not make it through the night

I'm sorry that I was such a mess

I'm sorry that everything I do is bad

Know that I love those of you who tried

But know that there was nothing you could do to save my life.

If I make it through the night 

it will take every ounce of my might

I can barely live right now

it is all sinking in 

Nothing is making sense

Pain is screaming what to do

My heart is saying my times up too.

Reviews

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You know I DO NOT want you gone Taya. Don't end it PLEASE. Don't listen to her, listen to those who care about you. She's saying things to get to you, to get under your skin, because she doesn't realize how badly it will hurt the rest of us if you left. A lot of people care about you even if it doesn't seem like it. We all love you so much. You know I'm here for you, please open up to me and I'll make sure everything ends up alright...I'm here for you Taya, please don't leave me...

[this close]

Not everyone wants you gone. Ignore her. Let it out. Go tell someone. There's always going to be people there for you even if you think there's not..

[☢ZoMbIeS sLaYeR&#..]

Taya don't listen to her, she doesnt know what she's talking about. okay? like jacky said she is just being plain selfish. she does not deserve you as a friend. i mean i like you, your pretty cool and awesome in my opinion. and take a look at vicky and jacky they love you 2.

[Your Perfect Disaster]

This about put me in tears Taya. You should never listen to her, a lot of the time she is just plain selfish :/ This bickering needs to stop *hugs* I know for a fact me and vicky both love you for who you are, isn't that enough? I LOVE YOU. Stop focusing on the ones that don't matter and concentrate on the ones that do. She needs to just open her eyes and realize how bitchy that was of her