Just Shut The Hell UpA Poem by Sunflower
Just shut the hell up,
I don't want to hear it, I've heard enough, I don't give a s**t. It hurts so bad knowing his life is moving on, I wish i was the one he would talk to, I've tried so hard to be strong, and it kills me he won't talk to me but talks to you. Knock it the f**k off I said to stop, No, I don't care I'm just not in the mood to listen, I don't care if he made you clean the table top, When he cleaned the floor or make it glisten. Please just stop talking, I still love him but he won't talk to me, Inside my heart is shattering, Fake a smile maybe she will stop, then she won't see. Am I mad? No, pretty sure i would know if i was. Am I upset or sad? No, pretty sure I would be crying if i was. Hold in the tears, Hold in the tears, I can't cry, no I can't cry, Not at least here, Hold in the hurting, come on, just try. You can't tell me how I feel, Do not tell me anything about me because you have no f*****g idea, You can't possibly know my fake from real, When will your dumbass finally get the big f*****g idea. Why would he even talk to her, Why won't he text me, Why does this hurt, Why doesn't she just leave me alone.
© 2012 Sunflower |
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1 Review Added on April 13, 2012 Last Updated on April 13, 2012 AuthorSunflowerKendallville, INAbout27. About to be divorced from my abuser. Trying to heal, and still searching to find who my true self is and where my soul feels peace. My life is a constant battle of how tough can I truly be. I have.. more..Writing
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