Unfathomable

Unfathomable

A Poem by Sunflower

let it go,
i have, it's why i am alone,
it hurts so much to shut my heart,
it kills me to know that we can't restart.

I want to be able to just love him again,
or at least be his friend,
i just want to have him still care,
because anymore he wouldn't dare.

I let him take the unfathomable,
it has made my emotions unstable,
i'm sorry for the hurt i put you through,
i'm im crazy and wasn't good enough for you.

don't say it was you,
it was me, that's what is really true,
please just hold me again through the night,
so maybe i won't have nightmares from my fears and fright.

i want you to care and to have to stop and say hi,
i don't want to ever tell you goodbye,
i ... i love you, there i said it,
to bad you never felt s**t.

you used me didn't you,
how f*****g could you,
and i still want you after everything,
shouldn't that say something?

letting me go, well it's more than just that,
it has a deeper meaning that is poisonous if not more than that,
watch the papers and turn on the news,
look in the obituary for funerals and time for views.

© 2012 Sunflower


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truth be heard :) good one

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Sunflower
Sunflower

Kendallville, IN



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27. About to be divorced from my abuser. Trying to heal, and still searching to find who my true self is and where my soul feels peace. My life is a constant battle of how tough can I truly be. I have.. more..

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