In

Scream,

Life's not a dream,

I hate mine completely,

I am just a nobody.

I'm ready to go,

I hate this home,

My i end it all?

There's no one to stop me at all.

I'm just a let down,

Who is always a f**k up around,

I cry so much,

In mental breakdowns, i cut.

I'm not trusted,

And so far my secrets are not busted,

I am ready to die,

But if someone asks why...

Tell them this...

I'm nothing but a screwed up b***h,

I don't care anymore,

Go ahead call me a w***e.

I'm a total disappointment,

Who made a new commitment,

To kill herself,

Who is done trying to get help.

I am, an immature little kid,

Who was never and still isn't worth s**t.

So say your goodbyes,

In the day or at night,

When my suffering is put to an end,

Because I am alone with walls caving in.

Author's Note

I wrote this a long time ago but some of the feels still remain..