Farther AwayA Poem by Sunflower
On the hood of the jeep,
We all sit listening to the stereo beat, The bass pounds, Then the worse happens he changed the sound, The song stereo hearts starts, And i can feel the tears ready to show i'm falling apart, The last time this played, It was him and i singing to each other in the memories that have started to fade. I love him and he keeps moving farther away, One of these days, I will be so far away from reach, But not the kind he would think, I can feel myself starting to part, Because i'm falling apart, No one really cares, To be honest i wouldn't even dare, Why so i can just hurt them too, They don't need that from me too. Why is it so hard to talk about my pain, Why can't i just find a away, Without having to change myself, Even though it might help, But is it worth it, My mind already says i'm not worth s**t, Why am i this way, Why do i not want to see another damn day...?
© 2012 SunflowerAuthor's Note
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2 Reviews Added on February 19, 2012 Last Updated on November 12, 2012 AuthorSunflowerKendallville, INAbout27. About to be divorced from my abuser. Trying to heal, and still searching to find who my true self is and where my soul feels peace. My life is a constant battle of how tough can I truly be. I have.. more..Writing
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