Changing Myself

Changing Myself

A Poem by Sunflower

I need to just stop and change everything about me I guess

I have made my life so pointless and so meaningless

I need to get thinner because im not thin enough to get him to notice me.

I need to change my face completely so then he will notice my beauty

I need to change my height so maybe he could look me into the eyes and fall in love

I cant stand to be myself anymore

Everyone says oh you are pretty, oh you are pretty in ur own ways is what he said

But no pretty enough to matter

I sit here and no one cares im falling into pieces

Im falling apart completely and no one sees it

I don’t know how much I can take before I explode

© 2012 Sunflower


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Let me just start by saying I can relate, Just last night I was broken up with by my boyfriend of 3 years and he is acting like it don't matter. It hurts. But you just gotta know Whatever happened happened because hes a t**d monkey and he doesn't deserve you.

Trust me people call me beautiful, and right now after being cheated on and Broken up with it is killing me. But don't let him get in the way of your youth.

Any how great write, I loved being able to relate to it.

~Paige.

Posted 12 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.




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Let me just start by saying I can relate, Just last night I was broken up with by my boyfriend of 3 years and he is acting like it don't matter. It hurts. But you just gotta know Whatever happened happened because hes a t**d monkey and he doesn't deserve you.

Trust me people call me beautiful, and right now after being cheated on and Broken up with it is killing me. But don't let him get in the way of your youth.

Any how great write, I loved being able to relate to it.

~Paige.

Posted 12 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.


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Sunflower
Sunflower

Kendallville, IN



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27. About to be divorced from my abuser. Trying to heal, and still searching to find who my true self is and where my soul feels peace. My life is a constant battle of how tough can I truly be. I have.. more..

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