Everyone Keeps Looking

Let the rain flow through my blood

Let it seep through to reach the mud

Let everything just fall to pieces in my hand

So I can say I was never part of something grand

 

The river is deep

In the blood meant to keep

It runs to hell

It is where my soul and body fell

From the gates

Of my mistakes

Where everything is gone

And I was always wrong

I am too far away

So run away

Before you are in the raft of it too

Run your body and soul out of this lava goo

I am just a person who is lost

But what is the cost

Im not a positive type of girl

I am just a soul lost in a twisters twirl

I would give anything to change the past

But in my mind it will always last

I need to hear im not that bad

But no one can say it without me being sad

They all tell me lies

Are they even my friends deep inside?

 

 

I let the pain fall through my hands

Lost is all I can find

I want to be apart of this wonderland

Why are these images in my mind

Can my life be that pitiful

See the hurt in my eyes

I feel like I have no soul

Alone I loose track of all the times

Where I was unwanted

But I want to be here

You should die today they fed

To my every fear

 

 

Please, no not another word about me

I already know everything that’s wrong inside me

don’t you see I cant take it anymore

Im trapped inside with a closed door

I know im not great or even close

But I am me hands down without a vote

I cant take the words you say

I cant take them another day

Who could I possibly tell to make it go away

No one else but me hears what you say

 

I’m hopeless

I can’t talk to anyone

I’m in a black abyss

Please just leave me alone

I can’t talk to you

 

 

I am nothing, you were right, you have won

 

Everyone keeps looking at me

Author's Note

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Reviews

[Kiara]

I absolutely Love how you have so many different formats and colors in this poem. Great write.