Too Lost RightsA Poem by Sunflower
Drop it,
Let it be, He screams. No, I love you, I release with sorrow. Why can't you leave me alone, Just go, He sends through to my phone. I won't give up, I can't I've tried and just can't, I begin to try a different attempt. You know you're beautiful right, I'm lucky to have you, He Skypes me then says goodnight. I'm so lucky to have you, For once I'm truly happy, I whisper before we sleep in the year that is new. Keep breathing please, Talk to me, Don't leave me, He didn't let my soul leave. I'm fine we don't need to go, Until midnight we were in the E.R. I napped with him on the hospital bed, my dad still acts like he doesn't know. So will you go to semi-formal with me, The answer was a no brainer, He smiled and kissed me. I hate this it's embarrassing, No don't, Not in the bra section mom, Ugh and he wonders why i hate dress shopping. You look absolutely beautiful, He stole a kiss before we were even in the car to go, He looked at me like i had stole his soul. So do you want to hang out, Is there something i did wrong, I just want to scream, yell, and shout. I have just been thinking ... It's not you, it's me, He saids it's just not working... Tears rolled down my cheeks, I still love him to this day, A year and a half of a wait for almost 5 weeks... i guess i'm that weak....
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1 Review Added on February 15, 2012 Last Updated on March 9, 2012 AuthorSunflowerKendallville, INAbout27. About to be divorced from my abuser. Trying to heal, and still searching to find who my true self is and where my soul feels peace. My life is a constant battle of how tough can I truly be. I have.. more..Writing
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