This Cannot

this cannot be okay

this is not the day

I cannot be happy

no not happy

its killing me

blurring my eyes unable to see

no please no

I cannot let this go

it is eating me alive

every second all the time.

when is it okay

to finally be okay

to let it all go

but still know

keep the memory

without the harmony

without the pain

leaving the insane

which is me

and finally

maybe just one day

i will be okay.

Reviews

[Glitter]

Someday you will be okay again. Someday it won't hurt as much...maybe not soon but eventually y'know...? I can sense the pain and fear in this one. Well written.