Strongless.

i have to be strong

at least when others are around

I have to keep my cool

or they will know too much.

I have to hold back the tears

so no one knows how I feel

I have to be strong

at least when others are around.

But when i'm home...

I can finally cry all the tears I've been holding back

I can feed the urges that flow through my body

I can think the thoughts that can kill

I can right my notes and do what I need

even if that means being the druggie

or being suicidal

or being a self harmer

Being all those things again

But i have to be strong

at least when others are around.

Reviews

[Justin]

Maan I can relate to this it almost made me cry no lie