To Be With Her

Numb to the feeling,

How does it feel to be truly happy?

Even though I have a boy,

But I feel nothing for him.

Is that why I do not get upset,

When everyone says he only wants,

one thing?

I can't help but think,

A thought of her.

That night,

In the back seat,

I thought a stoned thought.

Is it true

Are un-sober thoughts,

The truest thoughts?

If they are from the truest,

Of my heart,

Then I know who I love.

She has such a sparkle in her eye,

But why would she,

Even look at me,

When she can get any guy?

I had never thought something so sure,

It was filled with the realization,

Of She maybe everything to me.

But I can't tell her,

I wouldn't want to ruin anything,

But what if She is who I was meant to be with?

Every song I listen to,

Now reminds me of her,

But I have a boyfriend.

I thought I was happy,

Isn't that what people do?

To fill a void,

They just accept something,

Something that may not be what is fate?

I can't tell her,

But as I write,

I text as well,

When should I tell her I just left him...

To Be With Her...

Reviews

[Liban Jibril]

Beautiful :) You create atmosphere very well, and the truth in your words rings a chord, I really liked the 'they just accept something...' part, it's so easy to just follow what society claims to be right.. (I'm actually wearing an 'I'm a Pepper' shirt right now, so I felt my review was fate)