Definitely, maybe

Definitely maybe is what I am,

a contradiction in my hands.

A life in question, a life unplanned,

a life i'll never understand.

I crave the city yet love the sea,

a broken love affair for me to choose between.

But how the woodland caught my desire,

like loving the water yet choosing the fire.

I wish to venture, to run and to escape,

its like the choices I make freely are not mine to truly make.

I am happy with each breath but still so painfully sad overall,

i have worlds of words within my mind and yet i still feel small.

I feel the forest welcome me, the trees do bring me home,

and yet I shan't feel I belong wherever I am to roam.

A perfect contradiction lies within these bones.

Definitely maybe, a paradox still unknown. 

Reviews

[ANTO]

A free spirit penned here with a desire to taste/experience all that the world has to offer. Love the title, shares its name with one of my favourite (Oasis) albums. Lots of time to eventually settle down or perhaps be a free spirit forever and see it all.
I liked the loose rhyme here - it fits so well with the spirit of the piece.
Im intrigued to read more of yours now. Thanks for sharing.

[LifeInPoetry]

Thank you for your lovely words.

[ANTO]

You're welcome LiP . :)