No Longer Breaking

Went in my room

Took a dose of pills

Due to overbearing ways

I left a suicide note

Explaining my love

And my apologies

But could no longer take it 

Day after day,

I was lost within

I was lost without

Couldn't take anymore

Of the pain, the doubt,

The things I had

Were no longer there

My soul captured

By something vicious

I could no longer bare,

Why you all ask

Is a question I can not answer

My ways I could no longer hide

I was at a standstill 

No longer a dancer,

And I was good

At one point in time

Prancing around the subject

But no longer was divine,

Many times you attempted to save me

Yet over and over again

My heart couldn't

Just let me be,

I've learned a lesson

But it took awhile

Others truly cared

Reached out

And stood by my side,

Thankful for them I am

I do not feel the aching

And due to them

I can now look through

The glass clearly

Without breaking.

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

"I can now look through
The glass clearly
Without breaking."
A very hard and learning journey in your words. We must be helped and we must insure we are there for another. We will learn many things in a long life. All life is precious. Thank you for sharing the excellent poem.
Coyote

[Tarry Franck]

Thank you - I'm so glad you like it Coyote

[beautiful dreamer]

what a great write miss tarry!

[Tarry Franck]

Thank you dear

[beautiful dreamer]

welcome!

[quinfinn]

we are our own worst enemies at times. it is up to those who love us to show us that we can still be our own best friends, if we know we are loved, the journey is much less painful and much easier. well said!

[Tarry Franck]

thanks for the understanding sweetie

[Rufus "Mr Blaque" Lacy,..]

When things feel hopeless, it is the friends and family surrounding us who help us tackle difficult internal issues. Many people say trust in yourself, but what if yourself is the one who is lying. The people who are closet can intervene.

[Tarry Franck]

So glad you understand as well. You are so right about lying to yourself.

[Frieda P]

Painful read especially since it's personal for me losing my sister to suicide. I'm glad you're still here to write about it and that the people who love you were able to see you through this tragic period.

[Tarry Franck]

My apologies for opening fresh wounds for you and I was thinking about you when I was writing this knowing it probably would do so but I knew you would understand that I had to release this. Much Love & {{{HUGS}}} to you dear friend.

[Frieda P]

Nah you didn't, they never really heal, it's just something I have to deal with. I'm really happy that you're able to get this release. *Squishy* hugs to you my friend.

[Tarry Franck]

Awe you're a sweetie for the *Squishy* hugs. Thanks for understanding. Wish I could take the pain away. :(

[Lover Of Words]

This is a good but heart renching one for me to read.. I am always here for you no matter what it may be... I got your back... This is a great poem and i like it.. Nice ending to it for sure... Here for you i stand my dear.. Nice work

[Tarry Franck]

Thank you my lovely angel

[Lover Of Words]

And the Angel that you see in me i will be forever and ever

[Tarry Franck]

I know my dear!!!!

[Lover Of Words]

Just saying :)

[A Soap Mess Stories]

I could feel your pain.

[Tarry Franck]

Thank you for being understanding