gone

The world is so depressing and dead now,
 All that seems to be left is the pain all bitter and cold,
    She took everything with her leaving me wondering how,
Heartache consumes me now even though I have already been sold,
 She wanted my heart and would do anything in the world to own it,
     She was so willing to please me also making bribes higher then the original price,
        All she wanted was to love me and treat me nice,
I Never thought I’d miss her like I do,
 Now that shes gone i wish i would have not let her lose,
    I even miss when she would get mad and throw a fit,
I regret so badly the way I would treat her,
  But shes always the one wanting to become a real Sir,
     I can still picture her  in my mind,
                  Her face so perfect,
                             So flawless,
                                   So incredible to the naked eye,
Breathtaking, sadly never able to see that,
So she would hide her self away and even at times would be impossible to find,
     Never did I think her being gone could result in frequent breakdowns and only wanting to cry,
              HA!, I guess the jokes on me,
                       How could I have ever let something,
              So Intense,
                             So chaotic,
                                              So pure,
                                                         So beautiful ever leave,
Why did it have to take so long for me to finally see,
                                      My best friend,
                           My crush,
                                                                                 My girlfriend,
                                 Even my enemy,
             She left forever not even having the chance to say goodbye,
                      And here I sit wishing I would have given her that chance,
                           Would have just opened my eyes to see what she always     begged me to believe.