change

lately a feeling of change..bad change so i wrote a poem and hope to change back...or change from this to better...if that makes sence

Why do I do the things I don’t want to do,

But don’t do the things I want to?

 

I used to have such a zeal for you.

And it breaks my heart to see the change in me

I would talk to You every day,

You are everything I want to be.

 

It seems I can no longer see my goal.

I’m racing for the finish line.

But I’m no longer on the track,

And somehow my mind thinks this is just fine.

 

I can’t control my outbursts any longer,

My anger over takes my spirit

I fight it but it’s getting stronger every day

My soul cry’s out in hope that you will hear it.

 

And if I were to die today I know I would face you

I wish to do so with a clean heart.

I can’t wait for that day.

When never again shall we be apart.

 

Author's Note

ignore grammer. is it clear or can you interprate what i'm talking about here?

Reviews

[Gracie]

Great sentiments!!..been there...know how it is..currently there now..lol...stay the course..
and keep the truth in your heart!

[Joy C]

It is kinda complicated, at least for a relationship virgin like me, ha. But I get what you are talking about.
Be strong and hope things work out between you too~ Very truly written :)
By the way, thanks for your review, it's great

[hershey's kiss]

-cries-
OMG GRACIE! OMG!
-hugs-
WE'RE HERE FOR YOUUU!!!

and this was very, truly beautiful. i know exactly how you're feeling. or... very very close to it.
stay strong. read your bible. pray.
=] God loves you. And so do we.