my call for help

i felt like killin myself because i dnt have nobody who i no who loves me becaus evrone who i have ever loved gave up on me when i was a child so its just me against 2 world nd i try to help others 2!

i called i shout i screamed i begged and yelled for help

no one answerd and no one tried to listen

i dont know if what i did was so wrong 

i tried to help everyone

and like a fool i thought theyd help me too

i cried all nightlong

i thought i was strong to hold back all the tears

which flowed and released all my fears 

how cud i be so stupid

my whole life is twisted and wounded

all i ever wanted was someone who i could love and trust for once in my life

i felt like giving up right here and now

i crawled as my heartbeats so fast

then i begun to walk then i got tormented

so i run as fast as i could my heart is pounding real fast now its about to jump out of my chest

my hands began to shake as i took up a jackknife

here i am ready to end my life

i went in slowly for the kill 

i thought about everything 

you, me and other people and boom 

the knife fell and for a minute i though i was a eagle

i went saw so far from where i was

i turned around slowly to see if i was still here i coughed blood

for i had cut my self so severe that within minutes no seconds 

i felt to the floor 

and before i know it

wow my life was over

Author's Note

idk i think i shud chnge a couple of things caus i didnt really spend alot of time on it but u tell me how it is

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[FeliciaS (Poetic Prince..]

That;s sad, but I know you arent alone in how you were feeling. Just remember that God is ALWAYS there no matter what.