crazy thoughts of a person who gets lied to

The thoughts that creep in the middle of the night

the ones that wont let your eyes shut.

Hope, dreams, thoughts, and anxieties

all the same in the simple fact that they are what consume you.

Eat at the back of your mind

as you dig for the answers your sure

you wont find.

Eat at your soul

when you realize

WHAT THE F**K AM I THINKING???

or am i even?

Give trust that you shouldnt..

go against insitincts

in the simple fact

"that you trust"

when you entrust the wrong people

countless times

OVER AND OVER AND F*****G OVER AGAIN!

WHY?

dont trust NO ONE.

They are all out to get you for one reason or other.

But im not..

IF there is something i want you to know...

you will know it...