scars

the scars on my body and what they mean about my life.

every scar on my body means something significant.

the scar on my left side of my jaw was a cut from a wire while having fun with my brother.

the scars on the back of my head were when me and my family were building a house.

ow the scars on my left arm.

they all represents a time in my life that i hated the most when i wanted to die and not care about the world.

their is about 15 scars in the same area.

each one of them means that i have messed up with something. that's from my relationship ending to being in a fight.

and the other 15 on my arm are from hatred towards myself.

you see i don't like the way i am i don't like the way my life is there for i used to say to myself death is better that living. 

but death can't always fix everything.

or can it