Mein Eisbrecher

© Hannah Ackerman 12/21/2012

Hate and Rage like a fine wine is currently coursing through my veins hot so very hot like fresh heart blood I hate you for hurting! I want to rip the memories of you out of my heart and burn them and spread the ashes over many bodies of running cool water so they could never reform and hurt me and make me regret what I have lost. But I know that is never to be so I just can’t rip out my own heart my own memories as it would kill a part of me. A part of me that you loved and that many others’s love in me as well. Give and Take it all tumbles together the good and the bad, the love and the pain, the longing and the envy. It all mixes together like Fire and Ice. I need my Eisbrecher.