Someday

Someday, someday I hope that you feel regret,
remorse, and feel sorry for me,
for the life that you ruined,
that you made less than it ever could have
and should have been.
A life that you made to feel unimportant,
less than special, second rate, and unwanted.
You have given me struggle after struggle
and have taken incredible amounts
of my emotional energy and physical health.
You are so incredibly selfish and self centered.
I am not a proud and arrogant person,
but I do think that I am pretty special.
I thank God for the way that He made me
both physically and emotionally,
neither things of which you appreciate about me.
There are people who think differently,
there are people who love me and appreciate me.
They choose their words, their actions,
and their motives carefully.
They care about me
and how they make me feel.
And I like it, I like it a lot.
You have been a hindrance
to the dreams and goals in my life.
You have fallen flat as far as building me up
and watching me soar and helping me along the way.
That opportune time has far passed
and I will never forgive you for that.
Someday, you will be missin me
and you will hopefully feel the sting
of the life that you ruined.