Goodbye

Just wanted to say Hello, so I can finally say Goodbye.
I did the best I could, I gave it the college try.
There is no resolving this, there is no working it out.
I'm out of energy to fight, I'm to tired to shout.
I will miss everything we shared, the good and the bad.
Though I am somewhat relieved, I'm also painfully sad.
You will never understand how much you meant to me.
You will never see me as a wife, or give me what I need.
Sometimes I wonder, if you ever truly cared.
Deep down in that wounded heart is there any love still there?
Never once was their affection or the slightest hint of need.
all you ever talked about was your fears of money and greed.
I hope it was all worth it, it came at the price of us.
Keep everything you have, for you it will be enough.
I will find some one who loves me for only me.
I pray for you every night, for you to be set free.
I will no longer allow myself to be dominated by a man.
I will no longer be your warm wind tired friend.
I pray for your success in everything you do.
but i will no longer pay the price, the price of loving you.
I can no longer sit by and wait for you to change.
When I know in my heart, things will never be the same.
Keep all your assets, there are of no use to me.
The only thing i ever wanted was you loving me.
such a simple request, I know you cannot fulfill.
It has been two years, and yet I wait for you still.
No longer can I bear the weight of your identity and struggle.
I can say goodbye as long as you know I love you.
Do what you want to baby, I wish you happiness.
may you find the one meant for you, in loves tender caress.
I just wanted to say I love you and this is the end.
my heart is breaking in two being your warm wind tired friend.
I wish I could say if things got better I'd come back to you.
but we both know its over, no making up, we're through.
I wish things we're different, I wish you could see.
How much I am torn because you aren't here with me.