Ode to Hearache

 

Well tell me what are you doing tonight?
I'm a little loney and he's not by my side

I think I might call, but I'm too scared to yell again

 

You were so charming and its been to long

I don't know if you even miss me now I'm gone

Somedays I wonder if you ever really even loved me at all

 

You never called, you never appologized at all

Did you miss me? Those late nights up alone

That was when you used to talk the most

Oh, do you remember?

 

I remember the color of your walls,

The touch of your hand to my cheek

I remember the words that you spoke

The way you looked at me

And the sparkle in your eye, did you fake it all?

Fake it all for me?

 

I don't want to say it, but god how I miss you

You were once my everything

And I know you left for a reason,

I know you weren't the one for me

 

But its funny how I still have a part of you in my heart

And how you still have a part of my heart for you

I should hate you, but I respect you more than anything

Or anyone

 

And they all laugh at the way I talk about you

Like you were wonderful and perfect and the man of my dreams

Maybe I've just forgotten the pain you left me with

Maybe I forgot the cons of the relationship

Oh have you forgotten?

 

I remember the color of your walls,

The touch of your hand to my cheek

I remember the words that you spoke

The way you looked at me

And the sparkle in your eye, did you fake it all?

Fake it all for me?

 

Maybe I should be flattered

That you tried your hardest to love me

But you tried your hardest to break me too

 

And I know, you were never the one for me

You will never be quite what I need

I have moved on from you

But you will always have that tip of my heart

For being my first love

 

I remember the color of your walls,

The touch of your hand to my cheek

I remember the words that you spoke

The way you looked at me

And the sparkle in your eye, did you fake it all?

Fake it all for me?