And for once i loved the silence

And for once i loved the silence....there was not a single sound

Broken into a million peices was my dream crushed on the ground

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Standing still....trying to breath,looking at the wreck that filled the place

Standing still....just couldn't move as the tears ran on my face

******

it was me who broke my own dream,there is only me to blame

And for that i've changed forever and i'll never be the same

******

Cuz i'm the one who trapped myself,and i'm the one who broke the key

And i'm the one who built my prison and pretended to be free

******

And i'm the one who cut my wings but still the one who dreams to fly

And the one who loves the truth but told my self the biggest lie

******

And i'm the one who hangs on to hope when i know there's no way out

And i'm the one who smiles calmly but inside i cry and shout

******

And i'm the one who's full of anger,full of sorrow,full of guilt

A mix of different feelings,but it's the worst i've ever felt

******

And i'm the one who've pretended to have a real dream from the start

When honestly i have no clue about the desires of my heart

******

And i dont know what i want which is driving me insaine

And i'm the one who's confused and tired and in pain

******

And i'm the one who needs anyone to be now by my side

But still the one who loves to keep all my feelings held inside

******

And i'm the one who thinks too much and should give my mind a rest

And so i'll pray over and over 4 thing to change to the best

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And i'm the one who sits in the dark and the silence by my own

And for once i loved the silence,although it me feel alone

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