The End

Looking at the blank page, comparing as our relation now!!
you left no words, i removed the remaining ones..
you came that night with anger in your eyes,
i was frustrated too, wanted to fight till my last tear rolled down..
wanted to kick you, wanted to hit you..
wanted to say please stay, wanted my fate to keep on wait..

You were always there for me, even my soul too!!
then what happen to you? Then what turns you back?
we used to cherish moments, we used to make things out..
we had everything, now we are left with only blank pages..
faults are from both sides..
you stopped asking, i stopped looking for answers..

I realized things, how you were going far!!
i tried to pull you back, but you were at swifty side..
i tried to talk till my last try, you heard my cries and left me behind..
you closed the door and said "GoodBye"
i took your "GoodByes" and decided not to ask for another try..
still a hope inside but i too closed the door from my side..

you started enjoyong your new life, i made myself happy somehow!!
it was hard to move on, as it is still now..
it was hard to forget the smell, but i managed anyhow..
you sucked all my energy, but i'm charging myself back now..
you left me on the half way path, but i'm walking agian now.. 
i hope you forget me now, because i am giving up now..

Saw you in party last night, my soul just tried to kill itself down!!
saw you were sitting alone, i thought you have came with someone so called yours..
but you were alone, trying to smile as you didn't want to..
i looked closely at you, your eyes were wet & sayiny me to come back..
you wanted to hug me tight, that i realized..
but i kept myself aloof, coz i knew i will fall agian in your arms tonight..

I found you so helpless, saw the drops in your eyes of weakness!!
you came to me, moving your shaking hand toward me..
i just completed the formality, but felt your hands still shaking..
"i am falling down again from inside, by seeing the situation in which you are.."
but i couldn't help you now my dear!
I had enough sorrows to thrilled me down, i had enough cryings to soak me inside..
i can't grab your hands now, as i am afraid you will again abandon me in the crowd..
Now, this time it will be hard to find myself alive,
so my dear its better to leave me as i'm now, coz i'm fine....alright..

As i'm looking the blank pages, finding no words atol in it now!!
I cried till my eyes burst out, i felt your pain for me now..
then why you left me alone, if you really still cares for me alot..
but my dear i'm sorry now, i'm trying to move my feets forward now..
i couldn't come and hold you tight, as you don't deserve it now..
i gave you my everything, but taking it back as someone's waiting for me now..
My prayers are still with you, keep'em as memories of mine..
Its time for me to say you "GoodBye", i have to do it now..

I closed the book, which has filled pages but all blank now!!
Feeling the heaviness straving from inside,
But i lift my hand up & threw the book so far...
"Its gone now" these words frightened me down,
but i took a stroll n calm myself & i'm still alive..
Life moves on, so as i'm trying, feeling alive again..
Started my journey with the new road i found.....