pain

By struggling every day with mind and emotion .positive and negative life seems very hectic..still hope this pain could change and change the way I had seen things from past

pain 

pain a changed emotion 

when a word,when an act 

when some memories of darkest past 

when a day nights struggle 

with  the thought of ever

when makes stronger

when pulls down

to makes a balance it needs to be known 

when it turns pathetic 

suffering became the life 

when getting mix with emotion

loser feeling crosses the brain

a sum of the consequence of  the mistake 

or the step I have taken 

sometimes crosses the brain 

by asking the question

again and again 

my motivation stopped 

while crossing through the  pain 

silent cry cries mind 

without uttering any word