Going straight ahead with the scar

Sometimes the worst place you can be is in your own head. Thousands of questions and many doubts without having any proper answer to them haunting your mind every day.

I again heard that loud screaming sound in my head. The sound of disappointment, despair, agony, rejection telling me to quit and give up on myself. Is believing it the only option I have? I don’t know. I just want everything to go back to normal, how it used to be. But the question is how? Is there anything which can be done to bring my life back to normal. Should I talk to someone, someone whom I trust who will be willing to listen to my great deal of turmoil behind this calm and pitied person I am right now. Why do I look down on myself when I am trying to bring a change in my life? Does sulking and whining really counts?

To be continued............

By Suyash Angira

Author's Note

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